Wine. Woods. Sky. I’m ready to pack my bags and get out of here.

Tim

But before going to bed I have to say that you are some kind of a strange mixture. That Steve Guttenberg stuff is cute, especially the song – compliments on that! And I don t quite get you; you actually seem genuinely surprised over his pussy comment (You live in LA man; maybe that s why you still did not make it as an actor – eventhough you have the talents, you are too innocent!). If you want to make it as a celebrity, you have to know one thing – you just have to 1. develop another, second personality as a go off filter, or 2. even better, be shizophrenic since birth. That s the only way you can survive dealing with (consequences of) fame. I am not sure though who needed the pussy – the kind, family like Steve or his famous alter Ego…
And then that fucking bitch in #7, giving the young girls tips on the neighbourhood they wanted to move in… Don t be so nice to her – she was being mean, do not cover her rotten back. She was sure over thirty, the age that in your town means old, so she was just jealously jurking off over their youth I guess….
If I got things right from the shows, in this days your birthday is coming up(HAPPY BIRTHDAY!) and if you still sleep on that yoga shit that we here call armaflex, that will fall hard to you. No need to. I think I am your class too and if it s any consolation, just today I was at dentists and there were two kids, a boy and a girl playing on the hallway, twins, about 6, rioting the best way possible, a lot of imagination included in the play…. Suddenly the girl looked at me sitting there and said very naughty to her brother – go and play with the little girl over there…. So you better come to some European country, the southern the better, here, at 38 we are still young, adressed to as alittle girls by children! And here we still have the woods to go to, when dealing the problems with hot chiks or guys, do not have to load all that shit to poor waiters shoulders, begging them to give us space in their restaurants. We just take three or four bottles of home made wine with us, drink it in the woods, talk it over, having nice make up sex under the stairy “ciel”, pass out,… The birds wake us up next day, everything is settled out, even if not, you go wherever you need to go with some straw in your hair, doing whatever you need to do it that day,…

My advice to you – go out of this lame fake city and start to live a normal life, your creativity will find the way, wherever you go, I am sure.

Oh, and 34, it is the number that follows me, wherever I go (worldwide), first number I see on the house when I wake up, it is 34,
always 34, good night from 34

p.s. you can count on me that I will get you some wider european female audience to your show

Now that’s interesting.

Thanks for listening “34″.

Keep in touch.

Tim

And don t worry about she taken a different road. By your age you probably already know that it is a fame there is only one true love opportunity in our lives. I had at least three of them by know (we, both parties managed to fuck up all three of them) but I am sure another one will come along. So maybe one day we do get mature enough to make one “till death do us part”. If not, ok too. Whatever we do, all we have to be sure of is that we are sincerely following our inner path.

I am sure going to listen others and enjoy them as I did this one. I liked that faked orgasm part very much, nice to hear it from a man, (can you imagine that I as a woman never faked it, but I did fake I didn t have one while I did few times; some different tactics we are talking about, ha?)
I ll get to you when I do that, I mean listen to the rest of the shows, not fake the orgasm, because I am pretty sure a man that I d do that for him was not born yet, a nice sunny hello from across the pond, 34

but i made it really clear that i wanted to give myself to her – my love and support – but that we had been down this road too many times. the ball was in her court as to how or if we move forward. it’s really that simple. she chose to move on without me in her life. that’s just the way it is.

also, i actually saw her twice but in the telling of the story i combined those two times into one time to make the story move along. my point is that i actually did talk/text with her about her heart in between those two visits.

the heart is a MacGuffin i guess you could say. she moved on because she’s not interested in a future with me, not because i didn’t care about her heart.

go back and listen to others and you’ll get a sense of our history. or not. either way, thanks for taking the time to write.

tim

Thanks for listening . . . twice. Lucky for me, when things become a blur for me I’ll be able to go back and listen. Thanks again.

Carolyn – i’m thinking I should hire Bostin as my agent. so glad he passed my show along to you. i’m quite flattered by your comments. thanks so much Carolyn;)

Coyne, there is no way I can listen to you correctly with no distractions no matter how sound protected my headphones might be because you plant thoughts in my head so powerful, fierce and fragile that the distractions arise from within. I just had a full theatrical experience; no stage no costumes no audience, just me. I am terrified . . . and that is good , reminding me there really is a real world to contend with.

So glad you took the time to check out my stuff. It isn’t for everybody. Glad you liked it.

Tim

See you soon.

Great to hear from you. You and I must grab a beer and discuss the next time you’re in town.

Miss you buddy.

Great to hear from you.

Thanks for sharing with me the story of your Dad. So sorry about your loss. I hear you. And I agree, I’d absolutely stick around if it came to that.

Thanks so much.

Tim

Having gone through the loss of my dad many years ago from cancer I can tell you that the people who stick with you during a crisis become so spiritually connected with you that you feel like it’s the greatest gift you can receive. And the ones that disappear you try to understand their fear but it’s a huge empty space they leave. I think you can stick around if it came to that. You’ve shared with us part of who you are and I think you’ll stick.

Moving forward.

Anthony – You crack me up! I think there’s some good advice in those drunken words. Thanks man. No forgiveness necessary. Time to make way for the new.

Dan – Hi Dan. Always great to know you’re still listening. You’re the best! Your LA days will be coming soon;)

Beth – You absolutely can call me “babe” or “baby”. And you’re right, it’s not so bad being a “safety net”.

and don’t have regrets. You told HC that she needed to be clear about what she wanted before you jumped back into a relationship with her. She was probably a little scared with the heart monitor and all and needed someone she could trust. And that was you. You are the safety net. That’s not such a bad thing to be, I think.

Another flippin’ great show, babe. And I’ve been listening so long, I feel I can call you babe. I’m not stepping over any boundaries here, am I?

As to the Hot Chick I am looking at it as someone that isn’t hurt, someone that doens’t know you how much you were hurt nor never met her or you.

But I am looking at it as someone at a distance and someone that missed a ton of opportunities himself to be with the woman he loved. Someone that wished like hell he would have made that call.

It just seems like there are two people that have strong feelings for each other that deserve to be together but have been hurt so much that they are directing their feelings inward instead of outward.

But don’t worry you are a good looking talented dude that there are probably s few hundred women in LA waiting to meet..

Tim

I’m guiessing in her mind she is saying, he didn’t even care enough to call to see how the results came out. He doesn’t care if I live or die.

Had you called and asked if how the results of her tests I don’t if you wold be with her are not the door wouldn’t have been closed. She opened the door by having you over to her house, you closed the door by not calling and asking about a serious health problem.

As to whether you passed ot faile the tests. I don’t view relationships as a series of tests, rather as opportrunities to show you care. This was a great one.

Great point. For sure.

But what are you saying? If I had called her to follow up on her heart then we would be together? This was a test of my commitment? I didn’t pass the test? That’s bullshit. No more tests. If she needs a shoulder to lean then she’s going to have to speak up. Otherwise, she’s going to have to rely on other people in her life for that. The bottom line is that she reconnected with me and then for whatever reason didn’t keep the ball rolling.

If she needs support, she can get that from her new boyfriend.

What about my heart oldfartsky?

Respectfully,
Tim

Let me see if I understand this. You go to the Hot Chick’s house, she is wearing a heart monitor and has to be scared stiff about what the tests might show. You leave and don’t even bother to call to see what the results of the test were? I suppose in some eyes it could look like you did to the Hot Chick what The Cheese was worried about you doing to her, ran when you were needed.

Take it from an old fart, yes there are times when you really do have to back off and leave it the hands of the woman to call, but this wasn’t one of those times.

Call the babe and ask what the latest about the heart problems are, do it right now.

Jay

Always a great show. The Hollywood Podcast is the standard bearer for storyteller podcasts.

All the best
Ben

Oh, btw: what on Earth gave you the idea that her taking the pill is reason enough to not use a condom???

especially the line
“It’s not your fault
But your honesty touches me like a fire”

Thanks for keeping it real
Mikel

Sometimes it’s so crushing. I know, believe me, I know.

A real diamond supports your dreams. They are out there, trust me.

Cheers,
Dave

Thanks so much for your kind words.

great show as usual. One day …